A Bad Place

I’ve been in a bad place for a long time now. If I’m honest more than 6 months. I’m kind of out of options at this point. I’ve tried all the meds available. With my kidneys now damaged and having to go for a biopsy I don’t think the doctor will risk putting me on anything new. I’m at the point where I would consider shock therapy again but again with everything else going on I don’t think they’ll do it. It isn’t just me who is suffering, my father hurts watching me everyday as I get worse. For some reason my crying is off the charts. My speech is getting worse and I don’t want to leave the house. I have no interest in anything I used to. No one can tell me if it’s because of my physical illness or not. I’m scared sometimes. I don’t have the energy to get dressed. I hope an answer is found soon.

About darie73

I have lived with Bipolar Disorder since my early teens. I have lived with Social Anxiety Disorder for even longer. I self-medicated with alcohol for over 20 years, that's how long it took to get a diagnosis. I'm open and honest about my mental health so hopefully one day the system will change. View all posts by darie73

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