I’m Pissed and Don’t Care!



When a celebrity dies from an overdose we see it looped on the news over and over until it loses it’s meaning. This pisses me off. These are human beings that often times have suffered a trauma or mental illness and used drugs or alcohol to self medicate. Their lives may look fun but in reality are actually lonely ones.

Scott Weiland suffered sexual abuse at the age of 12 from a high school senior bigger than him. In 2007 his brother overdosed. He had his problems. Heroin is one of hardest drugs to get off of. His weight changing as much as it did probably put a strain on his heart. He had many problems. I’m sure the people surrounding him had given up. That’s one of the problems.

With addiction you need at least ONE PERSON willing to stick by you no matter what. If you don’t, you fail. When you feel like no one is going to be there anyway you figure why bother? Who cares? Even if it’s in your head. You need to feel at least one person cares enough to be there no matter what you do. I hope he had that. I hope he didn’t die feeling alone in the world, feeling worthless. He wasn’t. None of us are.

About darie73

I have lived with Bipolar Disorder since my early teens. I have lived with Social Anxiety Disorder for even longer. I self-medicated with alcohol for over 20 years, that's how long it took to get a diagnosis. I'm open and honest about my mental health so hopefully one day the system will change. View all posts by darie73

2 responses to “I’m Pissed and Don’t Care!

  • blahpolar

    His wife was bipolar. And RIP.


    • darie73

      I just get so upset when I see the comments being made. “It was just a matter of time” or “No surprise there”. Then why didn’t you fucking do something about it? I’ll tell you why. Because the stink would rub off on YOU! And when I see another singer giving sappy condolences and saying he’s glad he’s sober it could’ve been him I want to dropkick him because he’s lying to himself and everyone else. He isn’t sober. He might not be doing drugs but he’s drinking. I know people say who cares about these people. I don’t know them and don’t care. That’s fair. I used to listen this music 24/7. Skid Row, Motley Crue, Judas Priest, Aerosmith, Guns N Roses, Stone Temple Pilot, Pantera, and I also knew people in bands. Some made it some didn’t. It’s important to me I drank everyday during these years and these years formed me into something I would never want to be again. Ashamed of myself, disgusted, and most of all angry. It took my pride and spine at the same time and left me with nothing but fear. Those were my Metal Years.

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