I Hate Myself

I thought I could do this vacation alone. It has been a devastating time. Things started going wrong from the beginning. By the time the concert came I felt extremely down and lonely. Everyone was drinking. I joined them. I broke a promise to myself. One that lasted 7 years. I will get back up but the fear and shame is killing me.

About darie73

I have lived with Bipolar Disorder since my early teens. I have lived with Social Anxiety Disorder for even longer. I self-medicated with alcohol for over 20 years, that's how long it took to get a diagnosis. I'm open and honest about my mental health so hopefully one day the system will change. View all posts by darie73

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