I will overthink everything.
Texts, normal conversations, how I look, am I normal enough and do people actually like me, are the most common areas I have a problem with.
Overthinking causes stress, anxiety, depression, and fear. I’ve tried everything to stop it.
I will always think a situation is worse than it is.
I haven’t really made any friends here. After what happened the last time I put myself out there I’m afraid to do it again.
I sit in my apartment thinking or watching TV.
I want to do things but my anxiety is through the roof.
Most likely because of my kidneys. I know it’s bad but I don’t really care anymore.
Family members who were talking to me daily seem like they don’t want to anymore. I should mention that I gave them money and then they backed away.
My twin is either busy or sleeping.
The person I want to talk to I’m unsure about how they feel about me.
I’m alone and confused.
Every day is different.
Maybe tomorrow will be better.
