I don’t think I’ll be putting myself out there again anytime soon.

This was too much for me. Now I’ve apparently been “ghosted” which has never happened to me before.

Another empty promise made.

I forgot how much all of this hurts and right now I don’t need it.

This will be my first Christmas without my Dad then on January 11th it’s my birthday but also the day he died. No much to look forward to. I thought I would have someone to look to forward to but that blew up in my face. I’m used to it, I’ll get over it. Maybe.


About darie73

I have lived with Bipolar Disorder since my early teens. I have lived with Social Anxiety Disorder for even longer. I self-medicated with alcohol for over 20 years, that's how long it took to get a diagnosis. I'm open and honest about my mental health so hopefully one day the system will change. View all posts by darie73

One response to “TAKING CHANCES

  • RecoveryWise

    Hey there! Remember me? How are you doing? Why haven’t you just said Fuck It, and write it out of your soul. The hell with them, I say! Anyway, same me, more Recovery Blog than poetry as it were. Don’t blow me off Darie.


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